The Loss of Your Life Partner

So, today when I went to work I had a customer. She wasn't like the other customers I had...and what I mean is...it went like this: 

She told me she would need four bags of water softener salt and then mentioned how she needed help with it because her husband isn't around anymore to help her. OMG. She said that he has passed away (I'm assuming not too long ago) and she seemed like she was about to cry and she was so so so sad. I simply told her "I'm so sorry." For I didn't know what to do, but naturally I tried to comfort her best I could and I wanted to give her a hug (which I seriously almost offered), but after I finished the transaction, I told her that at least the sun's out and the weather is nice and I told her to try and enjoy her day more. And simply smiled cause smiles can help make anyone's day. I really really hope she's okay...

I really do care a lot about people I guess...some people aren't like that, and that's fine too. But if you don't show the compassion and love for another person...they will simply think you do not care. And I know some people really don't care! But I do! It's sad, and the lady needed something to brighten her day! Especially after she lost the love of her life! For goodness sakes...anyway, I've written something that I am dedicating to her and to anyone who has dealt with a passing of a close companion who they dearly loved. I know it must be very hard to deal with. But just keep moving forward and know that one day you will see them again. 

Letter From Heaven

Hello my dear,
Please do not be saddened.
For I am safe,
And always looking out for you.

I see you everyday,
Continuing our routine,
But I notice the emptiness you feel.
Please don't cry...

I know you miss me,
But we will soon meet again,
I love you my dear,
But please do move on.

You can't live life sulking.
Don't give up if I'm not there,
Although I am still with you all the time.
Just not physically.

Dear, you must live on.
Enjoy life for me.
Have an adventure,
Experience new things. 

(whisper) Then tell me all about it when you get to Heaven.

Do not fear,
For I won't be waiting long.
Because in heaven,
Time does not exist. 

Until then,
Smile because the sun's out,
Laugh because it's healthy,
And live as long a life as you can. 

See you soon.

- Your Beloved 


Hope this helps you. (: And remember that life can always be enjoyable. If you can't be with the one whom you love in the current moment, then live life for them. Thank you. 

Feeling down?

Okay, so for those of you who are familiar with my youtube channel. you may have noticed that I've removed a bunch of my videos. And that is because I am first going to get copyrights for my songs...somehow...I think I know how to do that, but I'll have to research more to make sure. 

ANYWAY, just be patient. I haven't actually written many songs this year, although I've written some poems. So while we wait for my songs to be rollin back into business I'll share some poems. :) Sound good? Ok.

*flips through notebook full of written poems*

*notices that the recent poems are too depressing* 

Ummm....you guys don't wanna read depressing poems do you? 
Perhaps you do? Maybe you'll relate to them? Cause I hope not...I mean...



Have Had Enough

That moment when the world turns on you.
You sit there imagining the sharp blade slicing through your warm heart.
It's already broken enough.
The pain is nothing.
You lie there bleeding,
And wondering why you're still breathing.
"I should be dead by now."
After awhile you start gasping for air.
It's getting harder to breathe.
"What's my reason for dying?"
You wonder if it is really worth it.
"Of course it is," you say.
Because the pain the world lays on you,
Is the same.
And only death would make it go away.




Now please do not think that I am telling you death is the answer. Life is the real answer.

People just need to express feelings that are trapped inside of them so that it doesn't build up. Which could lead to some bad things. Which we don't want to talk about. Although death is not necessarily a bad thing. It's actually a good thing. But it all depends, because before we enter our deathbed we need to have lived a fullfilling life. Life is not always easy, and it never will be. If you think death is the answer then think again, and find a way to channel the emotion in healthy ways. Things that I do are write songs, write poems, write for sake of writing, write write, write, have I mentioned "write"? and I also sing and play guitar. Plus doing this can create beautiful pieces of work. There's many other ways, but these are only a few. How do you cope with certain emotions? 

One more thing: I love you. Can't find love anywhere else? I LOVE YOU. And I will pray for you. 

Thank you! Never give up! No matter how hard! I wanna give all of you gushy hugs and love on you. *Mwah mwah mwah*

Feeling loved?? ;)


"Dis writer weird."

"I know. But she lub meh."

"What's lub?"

"Everyone knows what lub is. Don't you know?"

"Didn't I just ask you what it was?"

"I think so..."

"So what's lub?"

"Lub is a form of love...the cute version" (;

"Oh. Very insightful..."

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ENJOY LIFE EVERYBODY!

Thank you for reading! :)

Put a smile on your face, walk out the door and face the world!

Change of Plan

So, I know it's been awhile again. *sigh* I take so long to write these. You guys must be dying just to hear from me...

Oh, well ain't that great?

Let's hope you're still with me!

 So school started and I mentioned that a little bit in my last post. But as of now I'm not sure if college is or was something I really wanted to do. I ended up having to withdraw quite a few classes for various reasons(yes, it's embarrassing), but honestly it's not for everyone. Sure, I enjoyed a few of my classes very much, My favorites were English and Psych( I'm still taking my Psych classes). Shhhhh. I don't know why you have to be quiet.........*cricket* ....*awkward silence* .......

Okayyyyy, so WHAT'S MY NEW PLAN YOU WONDER? Well, I'm leaning towards becoming a flight attendant! Yepp. If you have any tips or experience, I would love to know more about it. I've done a little research here and there, so yeah. But other than that, I'm just working my current job at Kroger and saving my money. But by the end of May I should be on my way to New York where I'll have a little time to adventure and experience more new things. It'll be good for me. And I won't be gone forever. I promise. 

Hope life is rollin' the way you want! 

Peace out (: