Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Gettin' Back in the Groove

Hello all my lovely people! It has been FOREVER since I've made any posts. The past few months have been full of change! Firstly, I got a job. I'm now in school...and...well...let's talk more about all that first.

August 21st I was hired as a cashier at my local Kroger. Being my very first job and everything, I went all out on my interview. Beforehand, I went to the library and borrowed loads of books on how I should be in an interview. I knew NOTHING about interviews, given with my previous work experience (which was none.) Learned how to dress, how I should act to appear confident and to hide any nerves.

Well, I had applied to Kroger sometime in July after I had my driver's license (finally). BUT I wasn't hired right off the bat. As much as I wanted to try to get a super good high pay job, I was actually devastated thinking what am I gonna do if I can't even get hired at this place?

I ended up applying to various other places hoping I could get hired. In the end they all failed and I never got called back. I dressed well, had a good firm handshake. What was I missing? Well, for one I know those companies missed out on a very great addition! But with my good luck, Kroger called me a month later when all the school kids went back to school and I was hired. I was so happy! With all the time I had spent and failed at getting any jobs, the first place I applied ended up hiring me. Which I am very thankful for.

I decided not to start school in the Fall because I was making and saving money before I started. Working and having a job has definitely been a great experience. Plus, I've learned how to fill gas up in the car much better now (; lol. 

So, before starting college, I had to get all these important papers to the college so that I could register and get started. That took forever. I ended up doing my placement tests in December, although I did not need to do my English placement test because my English score on my SAT was high enough (yay).  

After that, I attended orientation four days before the school year started. They told us we couldn't register for classes til we went to orientation(which was probably a lie). BUT I managed to do it. After that I realized I had 18 credits and it was too much, so I dropped two classes, but then I needed at least one more credit so I stopped in to see my advisor, That was a nice trip, and with our luck I got into the first class we tried! Thank goodness for open seats. 

Then, of course, you have all these textbooks that you've gotta buy which are EXPENSIVE. Taking all my money. :( College. *sigh* Hopefully I'll be able to get some scholarships next semester. 

So anyway, all my classes are pretty good. And that's where I'm at for now. Working, studying, eating, sleeping and all that good stuff. 


Is there anything you guys want me to talk about in future posts? I don't have many topics in mind at the moment so some ideas would be great. :) Get my brain rollin' guys! And I should also have time to write my posts when I have nothing left to do (like right now.). 

Enjoy your day. :)  

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Favor for Me?

As some of you may know, I plan to start college in the Fall this year, but I have financial struggles. And I'm sure almost all of us know that feeling. I'd appreciate it of anyone who saw this would sponsor me to help me win some scholarship money. Must be 18+. https://www.gotchosen.com/en/scholarship/sponsor/Chinchizza

And I'm sorry I haven't been posting much. I haven't been able to get around to it with my busy schedule. But as I sort things out more, my time will be more free.

THANK YOU TO ANYONE WHO HELPS! :) and share the link with anyone you know! Gracias!

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Is Love Understandable?

Sorry I haven't been posting the way I've said I would in the past. I've just graduated high school and been busy with so many things. Anyway, I've found some time here, and my topics aren't going to be really intense as I am still very busy with my schedule right now, but I wrote this the other night where it starts off as like a poem/story but then it gets deeper and deeper as you read. So, enjoy. Hopefully it has SOME meaning to it. :) 

I see the way you look at me,
When you think I can't see you.
When our eyes touch,
Everything surrounding freezes.
And my heart lies still,
For it knows much deeper than my conscience.
But deep down, my inner-self fears.
Fears the loss, pain and the sorrow.
I can't be broken anymore than I have,
Cause it hurts...
Like a needle being forced into the skin much deeper than it can go.
Like, what if you don't love me?
It's such an emotion to take on.
But SO many people lack the understanding.
Why?...
Personally, I understand through God,
But not all people understand Him,
The Almighty who loves and IS love within Himself.
When will people better understand love?
It is to my own reasoning that love will not be fully understood,
Until we understand God alone.
For He loves us and teaches us how to love.
And until then, Love can not be made clear to us.

Best quote ever: "Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt." ~Unknown

Saturday, April 19, 2014

"Peacemakin' Soliders" By me



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Monday, April 14, 2014

Thursday, March 20, 2014

God Loves Us

Remember to always have faith in your love. For God is Love. To always maintain your love, God can be one of the greatest helps. If you don't know God or don't pray, maybe you can try. It never hurts to try. Never hurts to believe. 

God is always waiting and always there for when you take him up into your arms whole heartedly. He will be at your side whether you know it or not. If you think God ruins your life or makes you feel lonely, know that God would never do that. Sometimes God lets bad things happen to us so that we can learn from them and come out stronger. He never actually makes those bad things happen to us in the first place though. But know that he is greater than all and He is the Savior of this world. He loves you more than you could ever know, and all He really wants is for you to return His love. 

Through Him is where all things are possible. All you've got to do is truly believe and pour your heart out for Him. Love is about sacrifice. Jesus sacrificed His life for us so He could save us from our sins. He did it through Love. He is our example.

And with all love comes sacrifice, commitment, and intimacy. Sacrifice as in giving up something for the other, commitment as in always being there for the other, and intimacy as in prayer or one on one time having a deep connection with the other.

God is Love and whether you have a relationship or not, God will always be there. You're never alone. God loves you.

Have a great day. (: <3